I call it: Last Reminder!

“Let me tell you a story... about a girl who hid everything, and a boy who never came closer.”

I met this girl, whose mind flew off the sky and dreamt that one day her prince charming would finally find her. A girl who had big fantasy but so little courage in her mind. She lived with a super-ordinary family without any stepmother or sisters there. But, she adored Cinderella more than another Disney princesses. Thirteen years ago, he met a guy.... and since that day, the guy became her secret escape.

:: Secret admiring is like a cotton candy, soft and dreamily sweet ::

I knew this boy, who was an eksintrovert and idealistic person. Having much confident, he unhesistantly threw things-that-look-important-in-people’s-eyes but uninterested him. He lived with his own ideology and never made mistakes... almost. Till one day, he met a girl who secretly admired him. And he pretended... not realizing anything, for years.

Time went by... these two teenagers grew up and finally, separation came unavoidably. Till the last minute on their school’s farewell party, the girl just kept silent while watching the boy went away. She had no courage to admit her feelings, and wondering whether the boy wanna made the first move. Sadly, it never happened. They moved to another town, writing their own story. The girl still treasured her feelings and the boy –perhaps– started to forget her.

:: Pile of letters that never sent, the art of secret admiring ::

Seven years later, the girl heard a news that the boy had officially belonged to someone else, linked with a bond that solidly fused, which united by God and came with His blessings. That day, the girl was heartbroken, wondering if only she had courage that day, will their fate changed?

We were just passersby... walking on the street to nowhere. It could have lasted forever. We slipped away... we were never there. Serendipity. If only we stayed... if only we waited. Just for a couple more minutes. That day.

And today is the day that –for 13 years– had become the only day she marked on her calendar, notes, annual alarm, even passcodes. Eventhough there was another charming man beside her for 4 years... her first love lingers still. But, her feelings are neither as strong nor demanded as before. When the time to leave her feelings behind comes, she was already prepared. So, it is the last reminder... cause the time to move on already came. Sayonara....

Dear June!

It’s only first week of June, but I’ve scolded more than 3 people: my family member, colleague, and student. I dunno why their act distressed me much nowadays. Previously, I held my anger and just kept silent, let them did anything they wanted while ignored their uncomfortably act. But this week, even small mistakes turned me mad. Aaaakkk.... >_<

However, I got these lovely Red Tour’s merchandise early this month. Mr. Postman came twice this week to delivered it home. Thanks to God, they didn’t get lost while looking for my new address which located through quite–many-aisles. I love these merchandise since they have “Taylor Swift”’s name printed on it. Eventhough my dear mother and lil’ bro continuously say in funny mocking face that the bag looks like fisherman’s, I always bring it with the thought: “Please... look at it and be jealous!” #LMAO

::Taylor Swift's RED Bag and Pin::

Anyway, tarara-ra-raaaaa... here’s the new addition to my booklist. I got it as a late birthday present from a special someone. Thanks to him for understanding so much of my interest in reading translated book (currently of Korean, Japanese, and some Asian’s workings), and few printed collections I have. At present, I’ve collected less than 30 printed ones, and hundreds of ebooks. So, in order to fulfill my interest and “manage” my account well, I decided to frequently attend bookfairs where most of the books are on sale. Hohoho... #whatashame #whatever :v

::Birthday Present::

So glad to have them with me... ^_^

 


P.S: If you wanna say,“RIP Grammar!” That’s ok. I’m not so sure myself... #plakkk #foolishme (-_-")